我吃安眠藥的方法 How I Eat My Sleeping Pills

我發現有種方法,可以將自己的存在與肉身推向臨界點,達到完全回春、解放、啟蒙的境界。

 

一般人覺得熱的時候,會開電扇或冷氣;冷的時候就開暖氣。炎炎夏日喝冰鎮飲料,酷寒冬日喝熱咖啡或熱茶。

 

而我採取完全相反的做法。我喜歡在冷天開電扇和冷氣,尤其冬天睡覺時,我最喜歡開著冷氣,穿上多層衣物,將自己包在厚厚的棉被裡,感覺特別舒服。至於天氣炎熱時,我會打開暖氣,全身脫個精光,大口吃冰塊。我喜歡在極度嚴寒的狀態下吃刨冰,喝冰茶,而在日正當中的夏日喝燙口熱水或咖啡。

 

一般人只在無法勃起時服用威而鋼;無法入睡時用安眠藥;疲倦想睡時喝咖啡因飲料;疼痛不適時服用止痛藥或消炎藥;便秘時服用軟便劑。

 

而我的做法,還是完全相反。

 

我只在已經極度硬挺時才決定使用威而鋼,讓我的老二可以極度擴張,發揮潛能,打破生理界限,超越日常水平。我只有在已經非常疲倦的狀態下才使用安眠藥,這樣我才能深深潛入潛意識的世界,在夢中做另一層夢,在睡眠中睡去,打開一層又一層的超空間之門。我只有在感覺極有精神,特別清醒亢奮的時候才飲用咖啡因飲料;只在身體感覺極度健康,完全沒有病痛時服用止痛消炎藥;只在大便非常柔軟滑順,排便極度規律順暢時才使用軟便劑。


這種做法可讓自我擴張,超越一般向度,如此我才能看見真實的另一層次以及隱藏的面向。這將我帶入一片不可分割的整體時空,在那兒沒有混亂,沒有失序,沒有不完整的片段。如此延展欲望的強度,將此導入飛行的航道。超越平常的感覺動作基模,自我不再只是自我,而可變成別種存在。

 

這種概念也可應用於:

精神分裂時使用LSD;或在躁鬱狀態下拉一條古柯鹼。


I have discovered a method that pushes the boundary of being and my physical self into a space and time of total rejuvenation, liberation, and enlightenment. 


Most people turn on the fan or the air conditioning system when they are hot, and turn on the heater when they are cold. They consume cold drinks in hot weather, and drink hot coffee or tea during cold weather. 


I do the exact opposite. I like to turn on the fan and the air conditioning system when it’s already cold. I especially like to do this when I go to sleep during the winter. Then I would wear a lot of clothes or wrap myself in thick blankets to feel cozy. On the other hand, I turn on the heater when it's extremely warm and then take off all my clothes and eat ice cubes. I like to eat shaved ice or drink ice tea under extremely cold conditions, and drink boiling hot water or coffee in the middle of hot summer days. 


Usually people take Viagra when they can't get a hard on, sleeping pills when they have trouble falling asleep, drink coffee or ingest caffeine when they are tired and sleepy, take pain killers or Advil when they feel pain and discomfort, and ingest stool softeners when they are constipated. 


Again, I do the exact opposite. 


It is when I have an extreme hard on that I decide to take Viagra pills in order to increase and expend the potentiality and the physical boundary of my penis beyond its normal horizon. It is when I am already tired and sleepy that I take sleeping pills, so that I can dive deeper into my subconscious mind and dream within dreams, sleep within sleeps to open up door way after door way, of crossing space. It is when I am feeling extremely energetic and hyper and awake that I indulge in caffeine or drink coffee. It is only when my body is feeling healthy and completely pain free that I take Advil and pain relievers. And it is when my shit is most soft and slippery and when my pooping pattern is at its maximum degree of regularity that I decide to take stool softeners. 


The container for my ego expands beyond its regular horizon when I engage in this method, and I am able to comprehend and perceive reality’s extra and hidden fabrics and dimensions – a space and time of undivided whole, free of chaos, disorder, and fragmentations where the intensities of desires are broadened and redirected in 'lines of flight' beyond normal sensori motor-schemas to become-other through what is more than oneself.


*The same concept can be apply to:


Taking acid when you are already schizophrenic 

or snorting coke when you are already manic (depressive)